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3.28.2004
5am rant
wow, why am i still up? Silly silly pesticides research proposal that is taking much much too long to do... Why can't I focus?? I think i've made some progress tonight. words count: 1268... I think I want to be up to at least 1500 for this one section of it... stoopid lit review... I've just not really been knowing how to go about doing it, and I think I've finally seen the light and stopped fucking around and being stupid and meticulous about it, cuz really, it's over a week late, and I need to get it done. NOW!!! i'm aiming for... 1400 words at least before bed... i hope. I was being all too careful with my research... making sure that each point I wanted to make was backed up by at least a few sources, and stuff like that which takes entirely too long... I just can't handle it anymore... and with a presentation to do in food production on monday, and a group paper for urban and regional planning on tuesday, I really can't afford to. Too much faking myself out to pretending I'm actually doing work, when I'm just sitting there glossing over journal articles. argharghargh but wow... on another note... did you guys know the dalai lama is giving a talk in vancouver?? april 17-20... dammit, i'm not home yet... he's in toronto apr 25-27... dammit, i've left ontario!! he IS in ottawa apr 21-24.... hmmm.... that could be fun.... mini-trip... w00t! that could be REALLY really NEAT!!! AHHHHHHHHhhhhh anybody wanna go wif me? ;) tommorows plan: ???-hopefully be waken up semi-early by katie ??-4:30pm- work on food production presentation 5:00pm-6:00pm- meet with group for presentation 6:15-7:00pm- dinner 7:00-8pm- put together presentation 8-12pm- work on pesticides proposal 12-1am- practice presentation 1-2am- get ready for bed. | feeling: tired and stressed | | listening: Sarah Harmer - Lodestar |
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