happy stressful days

Well the past week has been spent poring over this silly silly research proposal on Bacillus thuringiensis that is already a week late at this point.. i've been lucky with me losing only 1% of my assignment mark per school day... so it's not taking too much a chunk out of my academic flesh... whew...
but seriously, the past 4 days or so have been spent looking at articles upon articles upon articles ad nauseum... mostly on the computer, so my eyes have been glued to the computer probably 10+ hours lately... it's becoming rather quite ludicrious. It's just me and my overambitious mind... I had found a ton of journal articles, so now that I knew that the information existed, I couldn't bring myself to NOT read them, lest I make uninformed statements, or leave out something that is important. But really, it wasn't worth it, at all... *sigh* cuz all I have to show for it, well, is really not much. >| d'oh!
And I'm starting to get past the point of caring. sadsadsadsadsad..
I just want to be up to all sorts of malarkey... haha... i just said malarkey... i wonder if i used it correctly. well let's see what our friend dictionary.com has to say:

ma·lar·key also ma·lar·ky ( P ) Pronunciation Key (m-lärk)
n. Slang
Exaggerated or foolish talk, usually intended to deceive: “snookered by a lot of malarkey” (New Republic).

aww frig... malarkey: 1, joming: 0 boooo

anyways, it's like the 2nd last week of schooll.... man, where did the semester go?
it seems like just yesterday that i got back from christmas, and now i'm being told that it's time to go home for the summer again? blarg!! there's too much stuff I have yet to do before i can leave... i guess that's why i'm staying until the 25th... It's going to be such a pain carrying everything to my new place for next september... i'll be living in the swanky new spacious student housing apartments that were built right behind the supermarket... It's a real nice place... 15 minutes from school... very spacious, washer, dryer, dishwasher even, and like a kitchen counter to rival the very best! ;)

I also need to find a job... fast... i feel like all the jobs are disappearing as we speak. Wait, I'm going to call somebody now... it's 2:10pm there, there should be someone there...
*later*

argh... man, nobody picks up the phone there at the pacific environmental science centre.... man, that would be a sweet place to work,,, like superclose to home, and really good experience, i would think!!

but anyways, today was a nice day... well sort of... it was so warm and nice out today... it was raining, and I didn't even care!! and the birds were singing... it was like the earth was being born anew...
Class was kinda suck ass... I missed my first two classes, and just made it to my third, and I got back a paper, recieving a 68% for a work that deserved roughly that... I don't think all the writing style corrections were necessary though. One other friend in the class wasn't too thrilled... She had poured her heart into the project, and recieved an overall lousy mark for it... combined with a overall crappy week and a thrown out back, it was enough for her to be a bit weepy. poor girl... it's all worked out now though... she's gonna kick some paper-marker ass! :p
and I walked by this boy today... He was holding a rubiks cube... I looked him, and he smiled back at me, and said "I'm addicted, man, addicted!" It was rather funny...
And then on the way to class, there were these strange ethereal foamy soap lumps strewn all across the path. draped on the trees, sitting in little piles on the ground... rolling around like tumbleweeds... It was so bizarre, what could I do but laugh? Later on, I found out it was coming from the water treatment plant... aieeeee.... what it was, I don't know, and I'm not sure I want to.....
So despite some of the crappiness, today was a goodo day. I can't complain.
except I've got to get to writing my research proposal again... blarg.

| feeling: happy, but stressed out |
| listening: radiohead -just |