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~ Tales of a vagrant ant ~
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12.21.2002
weirdin' out
man... i dunno... coming back to vancouver has been such a strange experience... both good and not so good at the same time i guess... i dunno. I guess that being an RA is really doing something to me or something.... I'm really beginning to notice things about people and stuff. Not appearance-wise, but i guess just small nuances on peoples behaviour/personalyty and stuff... sure it sounds rather freakish, i know, but that's what's happening. In some ways, I'm also feeling like i've either grown up, or at least changed in some way or another. I'm not quite sure how, but I can feel it. And I'm finding myself reacting differently internally, to things that people say or do. In a way, I'm feeling a little umm... alienated in a way, and partly because I sometimes feel like I'm not really being myself, but instead playing the role I played throughout highschool. But really, it's no big deal... I think it could be that I'm somewhat of an insecure person, but my mind sometimes gets too imaginative, and concocts all these crazy stories about other people and what they are thinking. and it just really is a mind game i'm playing with myself. So if I'm acting weird, that's probably what I'm doing. Aiya... I hope that I'm doing a better job of explaining myself than I feel like I am doing, cuz to me, i'm just blabbing and blabbing. But I'll be goin for a little excursion to Kelowna... I'm sure I'll be all mahjongged out by the time I get back... As well, I'll be a champion of chinese chess!! yeehaw! take it easy, peoples!
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