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~ Tales of a vagrant ant ~
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1.15.2004
wow, i just had 12 hours of sleep... 12-12.... i dont' remember the last time i had that... although i did have a small break in my slumber at like 6am... i think if i wanted, i could have just stayed up, but meh, sleep is always good. :)
i did have a slightly bizarre dream though... wow, i think it's the first dream i've posted in here... maybe? i'm not sure. anyways, here goes... I was out somewhere with a friend, and I was supposed to meet up with Mikaela and Mark (who was supposed to pick her up), and we waited for like the longest time, and they still hadn't shown up after like 5 hours (according to messed up dream time), and so I phoned mikaela, and she said she was still waiting for Mark. Weird.. So then I phoned mark's house, and his mom picked up the phone, and when I asked if mark was there, she said that he was, but that I couldn't talk to him. I asked her why, and she told me to ask my parents. Tht was relly weird, but I phoned my mom, and apparently there was this new... activity, I guess.. it was some weird thing where people like attempted to roll themselves up like a carpet, and in a similar fashion to bonsai kittens or foot binding, the body was eventually contorted permanently. and apparently mark had started doing this, and as he was rolled up like a carpet, he couldn't come out with us, much less drive.. ermm... a weird dream, no? Anyways, today has been wholly unproductive. I ate lunch, and basically watched cartoons all day. I dunno what happened to my epiphany last night. I feel like it evaporated, leaving behind a barren husk of ambition. Actually, I think I know when it left me.. my computer crashed, and I had forgotten to save a text file full of thoughts I had been having, and just like that, half an evening's worth of thoughts were down the drain. booerns. The irony of the ephemerality of thoughts and my vain attempts at preserving them on a computer, which then crashes is so silly. So is my ambition's vulnerability to be affected by the transient nature of reality. Gah. Also, I don't think that these tuesdays and thursdays when I only have one class is very conducive to being productive. Like really, it has so much potential, but I just need to get my ass into gear... but pretty soon, I'll be starting climbing, once Aisha figures what's up with her puffy wisdom teeth and can climb again.. Jeepers. Anyways, Let's write a list of things that I've got to start doing in the near future.
Anyways, time to make dinner, and then off to GIS Lab... weeee...gonna bring katie the heart-shaped chocolate chip cookie we made today... mmm, nummy kitchen, here I come! | Feeling: slightly hungry and cold, and detached, and determined to regain optimism (was that too long? ;p ) | | Hearing: Sarah McLachlan - Ben's Song |
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